Friday, November 30, 2007
@ 9:42 PM
☞ Gloomy
♪ Fly to the Sky / 가벼운 사랑 (Feat. 현무 & TKO of Trespass)
I have the tendency to reflect on myself when I bath.
Be warned, this is not going to be a positive post.
Anyway, these few days had not been pleasant either. Received grim news on Wednesday. I'm not in the position to blog about it. Had a fright on that same night, by a creepy-looking doll that appeared by the stairs. And many more incidents.
I am always trying to keep in mind that I'm only his girlfriend, for now. I might not be in future. But there are many a time when I forgot and I let my imagination run. In the end, all I felt was disappointment and embarrassment with myself. I wonder whether I've been an embarrassment to JH too. I remembered that there were a lot of times when I've landed myself in awkward situations.
I want to withdraw this feeling. I want to not get myself too involved. I wish to stop wishing for the impossible. Afterall, I can't grasp the future in my own hands.
Women are really irrational. Well, at least it's true for me.
During Thursday, it was his NAFTA. As I watched him from afar, I felt really lonely. The coming 2 years will be tough for me, as well as for him of course.
I can't think straight. Ha, this post is in bits and pieces.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
@ 5:21 PM
☞ Fidgety
♪ Gackt / Secret Garden
Letter for SantaDear Santa,
I've been a good girl this year. This is the first time in 19 years I've written a letter to you. So I expect my 19 years worth of gifts ya?
001. An oven
Yes, I want an oven badly.
002. Full set of baking trays, tins or what not
To compliment the oven!
003. Electric beater
Otherwise my right arm will be as muscular as a bull.
004. Polaroid One600 + endless supply of Polaroid films
Two cameras are just not enough!
005. Fish eye II
Neither is three.
006. Lomo LC-A+
Nor four.
007. Canon Digital IXUS 850 IS
Nor five.
008. Endless supply of slide films + free processing
Because these things needs money.
009. White DS Lite
Eh, due to temptation. But give it to me after exams, Santa.
010. Apple Ipod Touch XX GB
Because it's sexy.
Thank you!
Yours sincerly
[signed]
Zhiping
P.S: Pictures taken from respective official websites.
P.P.S: Dear, don't you dare think about buying any of these for me for Christmas. NOT EVEN ONE SLIDE!
Friday, November 23, 2007
@ 10:11 PM
☞ Tired
♪ -
Another failed attempt at making chilled cheesecake. Guess what flavour it is.
Another uneventful week had passed. Wasn't sleeping well for the past few days, especially on the days which I have 8 am classes. Stress might be the answer; UCCD project is going on horrendously on my part.
Was also feeling pretty down and quite depressed. Began thinking a lot on life more than a normal 19 year old should do.
Rain is not doing me any good either, though it's fine weather day both yesterday and today.
I'm losing my senses any moment now... $^@&*^(!#&$&&@
Sunday, November 18, 2007
@ 10:01 PM
☞ Sian
♪ -
This is the instant 龟苓膏 I made today, using the powder Dear gave me. I don't know why, but I enjoy making instant desserts like these; mango pudding or what not.
Sometimes I really wish I can whip up some special dishes for dinner for my family, instead of the usual steamed fish, stir-fry vegetables and soup. Wished that I could roast some stuffed bird or what not.
Time really flies. In a blink of an eye, it's already Sunday.
How nostalgic. I was going through all the photos I had taken since we were year 1. Some of us really changed a lot, in appearance, while the others remains the same.
Then suddenly, I received an email from Jia Yi concerning photo-taking and Christmas party. Come to think of it, the class was never ever completed.
This is already the last semester, hope that these 3 years can end in a more joyful manner.
I have no idea why I'm writing this.
I love you people anyway.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
@ 8:42 PM
☞ Sleepy
♪ -
I would wake up cursing when it's raining and when it's an eight a.m. class. Then I'd wish that I could just dive in that warm bed of mine and fall asleep again like nobody else's business. Then again, who wouldn't like to do that at 6.30 in the morning and it's raining cats and dogs?
The weather cleared up in the afternoon and we were released early for GEMs, partly because more than half the class was sleeping (including Dear and me). Went to City Hall and because the weather was so nice, I wanted to see the incomplete Singapore Flyer up close.
All taken with N73:
The sky is so blue! It makes me happy.
Monday, November 12, 2007
@ 9:41 PM
☞ Bloated
♪ BEAT CRUSADERS / Tonight Tonight Tonight
Yep, an entry on fast food is what I'm gonna have today.
Personal ranking:
001. Superdog @ Vivo
002. MOS Burger
003. Carl's Jr
004. MacDonald
005. KFC
006. Burger King
007. Long John Silver
SuperdogPersonal favourite: Fresh Chicken Burger w/ egg
Fries: Chili cheese fries is a MUST-HAVE. Plain fries is good too.
Well, this is at Vivo Basement 1, next to Kopitiam. Yes I know this is Superdog, but why is my personal favourite is a BURGER instead of a wiener on a bun? My answer is, I like MOS's Chili Dog better and also, those packets of sausage (IMO; i.e Kelly) from Fairprice taste better.
And don't forget the chili cheese fries. You'll see this on almost every table in the restaurant. It's fries, topped with some beef + chili sauce with melted cheese on top. Their fries are those thick kinds and the potato inside is fluffy; it's similar to MOS.
MOS BurgerPersonal favourite: Teriyaki Chicken & Chili Dog
Fries: YEAH!
Ah, MOS has the smallest burger you had ever seen. But the taste makes up for it. Plus it's a healthier burger because you can see the fresh green piece of lettuce peeking out from underneath the bun. The hot dog from Chili Dog is juicy and ...crunchy!?!
Not recommended if you're really hungry. =(
Carl's JRPersonal favourite: ???
Fries: ???
Surprisingly, this came third considering that I've only ate it once. Yes, JUST ONCE, because their chicken burger is more expensive and it's the most expensive burger I ever had at $7 or $8 (burger only). But damn, THE CHICKEN BURGER I HAD TASTE SO GOOD and I think it's definitely worth the money. I remember that there's a mountain of vegetable atop the patty and WALAO &@*^#@&* it just taste good,
la.
I'm getting hungry again!!!?
KFCPersonal favourite: Zinger (Soon to be ex-favourite)
Fries: Nah.
Ate this since I was a child. I loved Zinger for it's gigantic juicy thigh fillet. But ever since the GST rose to 7%, Zinger became a palm-sized MOS burger doppelganger, with buns as hard as rock and lettuce as yellow as my teeth. Bah, I'd rather eat at a foodcourt than ordering a Zinger meal.
MacDonaldPersonal favourite: McSpicy
Fries: No thanks.
Alternative to KFC. Hope McSpicy hadn't shrunk too; have not eaten McSpicy for months.
Burger KingPersonal favourite: NA
Fries: Nah.
UGH. No no no no.
Long John SilverPersonal favourite: NA
Fries: OILY
The only reason I don't eat Long John is that I'll get ulcer in my mouth when I chew too much on fried food.
Friday, November 09, 2007
@ 9:44 PM
☞ Happy
♪ -
From my 3rd roll:
Needs improvement nonetheless. Love Cooking Mama lots, those it's a bit...
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
@ 2:38 PM
☞ Heavy-hearted
♪ -
Sigh, why am I always so nervous during formal business activities? My brain would just lagged out and blanked, then I wouldn't have any idea on what to say.
Just came home from the CSB interview thing. I was so so so so nervous that I literally broke down after Ms Ann said end of interview. Ok, not broke down; I just got teary and very VERY relieved. My brain returned to normal when she said end of interview. My brain just wouldn't work during the interview, I think it froze or short-circuited. The first thing she commented was: why are you so nervous?!?! Then I said, 'I don't know! I just am!' Then she said, 'I was the same person a minute before yet now you can talk to me easily. Why?!?!'
I would like to ask myself the same question too. WHY? WHY? WHY? DAMN BRAIN.
I mean, I really could respond properly in my current state of mind (aka 'normal output'), but during interview, it became 'special order' and whenever it's 'special order', the output will be messy and not acceptable.
Sigh. I really thought I had already conquered this phobia, since I'm not that afraid of presentations, but I was wrong.
On to more cheery things, I do not want to live the rest of my week in despair.
Had always wanted a french manicure set. So bought this really cheap Silkygirl French Manicure and tried out yesterday:
My painting skill needs to be improved. PLEASE IGNORE THE FINE LINES ON MY HANDS. =(
Haven't process the 3rd roll of film. It's only a few exposeure left! But the weather's not so good these few days and I've been cooping up at home studying for MST. Hah.
Deepavali tomorrow!
Sunday, November 04, 2007
@ 12:33 AM
☞ Fat
♪ -
Here it is. Never had a chance to taste it.
Both Dear and me love going to Golden Mile Food Centre for dinner. We don't know why, but we had went there for 3 consecutive saturdays. Now, why do I feel hungry again? (。┰ω┰。)
Friday, November 02, 2007
@ 11:47 PM
☞ Excited
♪ -
Right, it's that time of the semester again; "e-learning", which is an additional week of break for us. Anyway, haven't been doing anything related to school lately, except completing the so-called e-learning online quizes.
So what have I been doing then?
For the past few weeks, I've been
chionging through the whole 220 episodes of Naruto, 32 episodes of Naruto: Shippūden and 145 episodes of Bleach. Why? Because I was only curious why these 2 animes are so popular. So I've spent 7940 minutes watching these 2 animes. Now, how many hours would that be?
I borrowed a recipe book of baked and chilled cheesecakes. I would love to make some real cakes, but I don't have an oven. *Rambles on about not having an oven* I want an oven damnit!
So I made a banana chilled cheesecake on Monday and it turned out pretty well (as in it doesn't look gross or like a lump of brown mess), except that the base is too thick and crumbles easily. But my mom likes it, and ate the remainder cake I'd saved for myself. Today she made me make a durian cheesecake for her and I had no idea how it'll turn out. A reminder to post a picture tomorrow.
Thirdly, I bought a second camera for myself! Or rather, spree-ed for one. The camera is
Vivitar Ultra Wide & Slim. Boy, I can't wait. I can predict for myself that I would have a collection of cameras (though I'm only buying due to pure fascination of the outcome of the photos processed), I am seriously considering a
Lomo LC-A+ which cost... $200? $300? $400?
MybrotherboughtWii. And... dearboughtDSL. Guys and their gadget-oriented brains. Tsk.
*Innocent-faced*
ÆABOUT HER
Name: Unknown
Gender: ♀
Species: Singaporean
Native Country: Singapore
Horoscope: Pieces
Primary Studies: Radin Mas Primary School (1E'95 2A'96 3AA'97 4A'98 5C'99 6C'00)
Secondary Studies: Gan Eng Seng School (1E'01 2E'02 3H'03 4H'04)
Additional Studies: Singapore Polytechnic DAC (2005 - 2008)
Contacts:
Email
Has Fetish for: That Guy, Tea, Toy Cameras, Making Unsuccessful Desserts, Shoujo Mangas, Stuff which are ...Cute, etc
Seems to Detest: Show-offs, Back-stabbers, Hypocrites, Eating Desserts and Snacks, Reptiles, Balloons, Presentations, etc
ÆHER WISHES
。 45kg
。 Just be a simple human in this badly distorted world
。 Everyone to be happy
。 That time would stop when I was in Kindergarden
ÆHER WANTS
。 Going on a tour with him
ÆBLOG HOP?
。
Jingxiu
。
Kokteng
。
Shi Min
。
Yulin
。
Zhiwang
ÆHER FREQUENTED SITES
。
sgspree
。
_spreee
。
Spreehouse
。
PaperGirlsShop
。
Onemanga
。 Lazy to put