Friday, December 31, 2004
@ 10:11 PM
[ Mood | Cold ]
[ Song | Kagrra :: Amafurase Tamanina ]
Hey it's T-A-M-A-N-I-N-A not T-S-U-N-A-M-I. *Paranoid*
It's so dman cold now. It rained the whole day and I did not see a single flicker of sunshine smiling brightly down on Earth. Perhaps...
It's reflecting the aftermaths of Tsunami. Imagine, from the news, bodies strewn all over the place, decomposing, filling the air with nasty odour. The feelings of the people who had lost their loved ones in this tragedy, and we are not talking about a few, we are talking about thousands, which can in return, affect millions of people; their families and friends. Plus the ruins Tsuami caused, causing the people nowhere to go, the government had to spend a huge sum of money to repair. However, the memories of the people who lived still remains, hurt and shaken, this memory would be imprinted in their minds forever.
Being a lucky Singaporean who remained in Singapore all this while, I was not really affected; physically or mentally. Perhaps the reaction of those like me would be the same as me: Pity. For the past 4 to 5 days, I watched the news, gasping and shaking my head at the videos the news broadcasted, feeling very very fortunate. But after a good night sleep, the videos was completely out of my mind. I could eat and sleep as usual. Why? I was not affected at all, completely. This is typical of humans actually. We see something terrible happen, and it's not affecting us, we would only, "Aww." or "Oh my god, that's so sad." and after a good number of days, this whole thing is completely forgotten, we are not involved anyway!
And this was further highlighted by the so-call donations to the Tsunami refugees, which consist mainly of food and clothes. Those, I suspected, are stuffs which we don't want, like t-shirts with holes or dented can food. I can still remember the essay question for O'Level chinese, talking about Singaporeans who would take their trash to those donation charity booths and the people would see that most of the stuff 'donated' would be unusable. This might be also happening here, or not. I'm not sure. I'm not dissing my fellow countrymen.
And so today, I went out with my aunts and mum and brother and the topics they discussed includes Tsunami too. The government had opened their mouth and said what the Tsunami affected countries needed most now is human labour and money. So silently in my mind, I began to ponder, actually money is not a problem, Singapore is sort of the more developed country and what more, this happened in Asia, Singapore is so dman near. But how many people are willing to part wtih their money, and what amount? Nobody knows. Human labour, shamefully, I wrinkled my nose at the thought of me having to use my bare hands to heave and tug and pull the badly decomposed bodies, not to mention the stank I have to endure. If everybody think like that as me, who would want to do this job?
In The Body Shop in Parco, I spotted the Red Cross donation and cowardly resisted the urge to squeeze a nice, fat... $10 into the can. [Right not $50 or else I'm broke, see my point of writing this entry now?] So I peered into the can and saw a nice, folded BLUE note near the opening. Blue = $50.
*Digress* And so I bought 2 ankelets and a eyeshadow kit which made me look like a monster when I tried it on a few moments ago.
*Back on topic* So it's MediaWorks last day, but they just had to make it so sad. But hey, it's rather true, Channel U had made me what I am now. If they did not broadcast Autumn In My Heart, I would not fell in love with H.O.T. and found the Soild07 forum and discover the Kpop industry and also Gackt, thanks to the picture posting forum, which in return made me discover Japanese Rock and fell in love totally with it. *Cough* Not to mention all the songs I listen now are Jrock.
So best of luck ex-Mediaworks artists for the coming new year. [Like they're going to read this <.<]
Thursday, December 30, 2004
@ 3:37 PM
[ Mood | Bored ]
[ Song | Kagrra :: Koi ]
Another rainy day.
Another BORED and rainy day. Sigh. Woke up at around 11a.m. today, the latest since holidays start. Decided to combine breakfast and lunch together and so tried to cook instant noodles.
BAD idea. I overestimated the amount of water and overcooked the noodles. The soup tasted bland and the noodles soggy. Yuck. Gave up eating it after swallowing 3% of the noodles and turned my attention to the vegetables and sausage I dumped in together with the noodle.
Then, my uncle called to say he would be delivering some fried bee hoon and ang ku kway. Saviour!! Partly because I'm too lazy to go downstairs and buy some food for my stomach.
Then, I swept the floor and changed bed covers and ironed the clothes. Gave up wanting to change the sofa covers too, because I had already swept the floor the the floor might get dirty after changing those covers.
So while doing all those stuffies, I had been listening to Kagrra, repeating the Urei and Omou singles. Fa la la, can't help it. Aki-chan is too cute, plus the songs are nice of course. :D
Ho ho. Fangirl-ish mode coming up.
*Switches to LJ*
@ 1:08 AM
[ Mood | Awake ]
[ Song | Kagrra :: Yume Izuru Chi ]
I'm backkkkk!! With a new layout and all. :D
Oh well.. since nobody has any comments on all my layouts, I shall... CONTINUE TO CHANGE EVERY TIME I MAKE ONE!! *O* So comment!!!! ^0^;;
This blog is really dying, no taggy no nothing. Heck, I even stopped blog-hopping.
I shall split my rantings into 2, pure personal and pure... lame rant. :X
Decided: Blog;Personal and LJ;Lame rant. Or what? :
Ok just this for the moment.
*train of thoughts runs chaotic again so please try to understand as much as you can*
Personal personal personal... Oooo job rant!! [again] I'm a stand-by part-timer now, meaning... When they need help, they call me and I help. No regular everyday-starts-at-11-ends-at-9. Tralala. I'm fine with it. :>
The only thing I'm worried about is my fats. @_@ They'll start a meeting and accumulate like h o h o h o~. I'm finally 51kg now and I don't wish for it to go up. :C
*Brain nagging, "sleep sleep sleep!!!"*
*Rolls eyes* I'm trying to burn fat here!! By not sleeping. x___x and use up as much energy as possible before I topple into bed.
Whatever.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
@ 1:04 AM
[ Mood | *Blah* ]
[ Song | Kisaki Project feat. Jui :: Aishuu ~unrequited love~ ]
I'm officially jobless as from 24th onwards!!! :D
To become a full time housedaughter. xD
Geez.. I miss typing on my keyboard and spending long hours doing god-knows-what on the computer.
Before the 2nd of December, I thought staying at home doing absolutely nothing but sit in front of the computer would be... boring. But after the 2nd, I'd RATHER sit in front of the computer all day long than go to work. Yes, even though it pays, but it's really really different from schooling. You'll learn real, mean hypocrisy and mean boss who scream at you for doing dunno what because you don't really know what to do AS YOU ARE NOT BORN TO BE WORKING IN THAT DARN SHOP.
F##K that ass. I'm getting angry again.
Monday, December 13, 2004
@ 1:53 AM
[ Mood | Mad ]
[ Song | Kagrra :: Sou ]
My boss is a FAG.
Fullstop.
That's the best word to describe him.
Unhappy? So? Bite me.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
@ 11:32 PM
[ Mood | Satisfied ]
[ Song | Kagrra :: Kotodama ]
Boo~ xD
Been in a fairly good mood recently.. and dying to make another layout despite the lack of pictures; I've gotten sick of new layouts even though I've only made them a few days ago. So... :P I flipped through the miserable amount of magazine (3) I have and stole my brother's scanner and scanned this nice page of Shulla. Come to think of it, Shulla has nice image style, but I don't dig their music much. x__x
So after a
little much copycatting, tada~, a new, red, bright, faceless, plain, mediocre layout is born (again)! Yeah yeah, I exaggerate tooo much. It's just another dumb layout.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
@ 3:32 PM
[ Mood | *Glooms* ]
[ Song | Nightmare :: Akane ]
I'm cold.
I'm sick.
I'm alone.
I'm having a fever.
I feel like throwing up.
And I don't feel like going to work.
Save me? ;______;
Saturday, December 04, 2004
@ 3:23 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Stupid ]
[
Song | Kagrra :: Sakura ~Saikai no Hana~ ]
Woot!! New layout... for now. :D
Actually this layout is supposed to be given to Sumi's blog. But I don't know she'd ever log in to her blog in Australia. :|
And I lack originality. x_____x Sigh... What can I do but to use this already-made template?
Sumi.. If you see this and you want this, DO A LAYOUT TOO and I'll trade with you. MUAHAHAHA. xD
*Gasp* Why am I here?!?! I'm suppose to work now!!
Relax.. My work starts at 5pm and ends at 9pm.. for now. The lady boss came yesterday and I gave her a bad impression. Har har. Now I couldn't wait to be fired so I can get a nicer job. ;D
My legs feel as though they're blue-black all over, so you can guess how tiring this damn job is. >(
Merow.. >D I have no idea what to say for now.
<:O
Thursday, December 02, 2004
@ 8:38 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Tired ]
[
Song | Kagrra :: Sakura ~Saikai no Hana ]
I'm officially part of the working community now.
And boy, it's very tiring. I regret wanting to work.
ÆABOUT HER
Name: Unknown
Gender: ♀
Species: Singaporean
Native Country: Singapore
Horoscope: Pieces
Primary Studies: Radin Mas Primary School (1E'95 2A'96 3AA'97 4A'98 5C'99 6C'00)
Secondary Studies: Gan Eng Seng School (1E'01 2E'02 3H'03 4H'04)
Additional Studies: Singapore Polytechnic DAC (2005 - 2008)
Contacts:
Email
Has Fetish for: That Guy, Tea, Toy Cameras, Making Unsuccessful Desserts, Shoujo Mangas, Stuff which are ...Cute, etc
Seems to Detest: Show-offs, Back-stabbers, Hypocrites, Eating Desserts and Snacks, Reptiles, Balloons, Presentations, etc
ÆHER WISHES
。 45kg
。 Just be a simple human in this badly distorted world
。 Everyone to be happy
。 That time would stop when I was in Kindergarden
ÆHER WANTS
。 Going on a tour with him
ÆBLOG HOP?
。
Jingxiu
。
Kokteng
。
Shi Min
。
Yulin
。
Zhiwang
ÆHER FREQUENTED SITES
。
sgspree
。
_spreee
。
Spreehouse
。
PaperGirlsShop
。
Onemanga
。 Lazy to put