Friday, November 26, 2004
@ 3:33 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Tired ]
[
Song | Kagrra :: Urei ]
The first thing I did was bawl my eyes out. My parents, who accompanied me there, cried silently and comforted me by saying it's just a small operation. I knew this, but I cried not because I think I'm gonna die or what, I cried because I was afraid of the pain and I'd never gone through this before.
After I was registered and tagged, I had to change out of my own clothes into the hospital gown and disposable underwear. The hospital gown consisted of 2 piece, the inside piece being worn from the front and the outside piece worn per as normal clothes. And I was ushered into the waiting room while my parents were being shooed out.
Waiting is always horrible, especially if you had no idea what is going to happen to you. I was asked by nurses and doctors 'what's my name' and 'do you know what is to be operated' for god-knows how many times. I waited and waiting and waited and tried to stop my tears from gushing out. And it was my turn.
I was escorted into a medium-sized operating room and the nice operating doctor told me to stop crying and wiped my tears. I had to take off the outside gown and semi-stripped of the inside so that they could make the big ugly X on where they're supposed to cut. I lied down on the bed and was horrified to see that both my legs were shaking like the KFC popcorn chicken ad people. I don't know it's due to nervousness or coldness. Blood presure was taken every 5 minutes. And it's time for the drip to be attached to my veins and the ma zui, my most feared moment where both Beng Choo and Xavier described as 'excruciating'.
I turned my head to the other side and squeezed my eyes shut. She patted my left hand, trying to find a nice thick juicy vein to insert a needle into. She found it and inserted in, but I think it was not really that painful. However, it might be due to some mistake or something, they pulled the needle out and tried to insert it again.
The doctor smiled and said, "Ok the most painful part of the operation was over." I nodded meekly as she pulled a green transparent mask, covering my nose and mouth. She told me to inhale deeply, but I was so uptight that I breathe in short breaths. "Try to think of happy things" The doctor cooed. I shifted my eyes and thought of Akiya, Vidoll and Urei. Lols. Then everything went black.
Unconscious, I began to dream of lots of Kagrras and Akiyas and I went to their concert or what, I forgot, it's fuzzy. Then I woke up, my throat feeling as though I had drunk sand. The operation was over.
I was pushed out together with the drip and into the resting room, where I had to measure the blood pressure [again]. There, I waited and waited, feeling the pain come. The fat malay aunty gave me a cup of warm milo and 3 biscults but I didn't eat them. And I waited and waited and finally a doctor came and check me up. After he left, I waited and waited and a nurse came to pluck out the drip.
So now I'm home. And I have to eat these huge pills that made my gullet screamed in horror.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
@ 5:22 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Grumpy ]
[
Song | Kagrra :: Omou ]
Tried to do a new layout for this blog as it's getting moldy [I don't mean you Ni] with Zero but obviously I failed because the picture is too pretty for me to ruin. Gave up after my fingers and brain started to complain.
And argh.
Humph.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
@ 11:02 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Nervous ]
[
Song | Elldorado :: Moment ]
34 hours left till my operation. I'm a nervous-wreck now. Oh my oh my oh my god. My somtach is all quessy now and I can't type proprely0
Downloaded Vidoll's Ningyou Enzetsu Disc 1 a few days ago. And I found Jui incrediblly hot while he's speaking/kissing/rubbinghislips/licking into/the mic. *_* Lucky mic, let's make a swop ne? :DDDD xDD
And he's unable to hit a note in one of the song. [I forgot which one, I was too busy watching instead of listening.] And He stuck out his tongue for a while to say, 'oh my god I made a mistake'. KAWAII *gloomps screen*
*pushes fangirl mode off*
Then I made a
shocking discovery. Jui's teh vocal for Kisaki Project, and I must say he looked REALLY REALLY GOOD in suits. :O~ If only the lightning was good.
So went shopping today, bought 2 shirts/blouses/shirts/whatever from OG and 1 dress-like blouse and a really nice nice nice nice Japanese type of shirt. God, when I saw the shirt, the first thing I thought was, AKIYA, and I clung onto it like it was some really 'ohmanineedit' stuff. Bought it though I rarely wear sleeveless. I'll wear it, someday. ~.~
Sunday, November 21, 2004
@ 8:30 PM
[
Mood | *Hyperventilates* ]
[
Song | Merry :: Renai Kousaten ]
Oh my god oh my god oh my god. I'm so going to buy every January issue of every Jrock magazines. Ni~ya looks so damn good. <3
As mentioned in LJ, I thought Ni Ni had sticks in his hair. CORRECTION: those are just the background stuff. His hair is puffy alright, but puffy in a good way. Anyway, he looks better with puffy hair because his head is too small. :X
Let's see...
11ŒŽ1“ú @ZY
11ŒŽ10“ú @ARENA37Ž
11ŒŽ13“ú @ƒUƒbƒs[
11ŒŽ13“ú @CD‚Å[‚½
11ŒŽ21“ú @SHOXX
11ŒŽ29“ú @FOOLS MATE
*Dies*
@ 3:41 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Bored ]
[
Song | PIERROT :: Shingetsu ]
I've cleaned my coputer. And now my keyboard is sparkling happily at me. *Blinb bling* I hate the messy wires at the back and I hate the monitor fan. I can't clean it properly. :C
I'm sooooo bored~ I want a job. But not before the operation. Sigh. When I'm still slogging in school, I wished that holidays are here. But now it's holiday, I wished that I'm still back in school. I missed my friends and classmates. I missed the guys who talked a lot of crap. :C
Sunday, November 14, 2004
@ 8:21 PM
[
Mood | *Blinks* ]
I'm abandoning blogger for a while. I'll be back once I balance out my oohhs and ahhhs for my
LiveJournal :D
Friday, November 12, 2004
@ 2:56 PM
[
Mood | *pain* ]
[
Song | ------ ]
Now I have 2 blogs, 1 pitas and 1 LiveJournal.
Goody. I have to update randomly. LJ made my head ache. x____x
Thursday, November 11, 2004
@ 1:58 PM
[
Mood | *Hyperventilates* ]
[
Song | Pierrot :: HILL-Œ¶Šo‚Ìá ]
My brain thinks that I'm holidaying now. Woo hoo. I'm officially dying from lack of common sense. Don't understand? That's what I mean.
x. 17/11/2004
8:00 AM__2190/02 Combined Humanities
2:00 PM__5052/01 Physics
3:30 PM__5052/02 Physics
x. 18/11/2004
8:00 AM__4018/02 Additional Mathematics
x. 19/11/2004
2:30 PM__5068/01 Chemistry
4:00 PM__5068/02 Chemistry
Blah.
x______________x
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
@ 3:44 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Broke ]
[
Song | Kagrra :: Urei ]
S$38.50
It's enough to eat 19 bowls of noodles. D; Neo Vol.001 cost S$38.50. To think that I've bought it.. Wow. But it has 33 pages full of ナイトメア. @-@ So I gave up buying Shoxx December. I swear I going to save for Shoxx Jan 2005!!
Finally had my very own kitchen knife. xD And I cooked pasta for the very first time of my entire life. But my mother was not very appreciative. ._.
Went back school in the morning specially for the testimonial stuffs, but the clerk said that 4H had already been settled. WTF. A wasted trip. I ran to school and got myself all sweaty but in the end, what did I get?
A few sheets of add. math papers. Blah.
Short entry today. Not really in the mood to blog right now.
Sunday, November 07, 2004
@ 5:53 PM
[
Mood | I.Am.Depressed ]
[
Song | ナイトメア :: 真実の花 ]
I've been crying for the past 2 days. TT-TT
I was happily doing a countdown of the O-Level, 4 days to go. But suddenly, I realised that after those 4 days, I might not see most of my friends anymore, especially... him. Then I began to do the
unthinkable: CRY.
I cried when I was bathing. I cried when I was watching those sad dramas. I cried when I was preparing to go to bed. I cried even when I was doing nothing. I cried so much that I had a really bad headache and I even forgot to study for maths for tomorrow.
I missed my friends so much. Especially him. I'm not going to eleborate too much, because I did it somewhere else already.
I ♥ the Bread Talk's strawberry ♥ cake! It's not too sweet and ughhy. Mmm.....
Math tomorrow, I don't feel like studying. But what's there to study?!
Thursday, November 04, 2004
@ 6:58 PM
[
Mood | VERY.Foul ]
[
Song | PIERROT :: FOLLOWER ]
To the hell with O-Levels. I'm here to rant.
Exams equals to bad luck, for me. Today's emath paper 001. And I've learnt a lesson. NEVER be too complacent and NEVER jump into conclusions. I've finished 16 questions in 1 hour and I was feeling
proud of myself. And so I came to the loci question. I happily thought that it was the last question as the exam papers I did usually have loci as the last question. BIG MISTAKE. I had about 30 minutes left when I finished the loci question. So I checked and checked and checked until the time is gone. And so, when the invigilator collected the papers, I saw it. I saw WORDS on the back of the paper and SHIT. I didn't do. I lost 5 + 2 marks just like that, 1 mark from the number pattern; my worst topic, and 1 from the ratio of area of triangle and area of rectangle.
And so I was in a really bad mood after we were released. To my astonishment, I wasn't the only one who didn't do the transformation question.
If the person I had in mind is reading this, please READ. Frankly speaking, I DISLIKE people who are better than me, or rather, THINK that they are better than me. And I HATE SHOW-OFFS. So PLEASE, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK MS PHAN. I know you loved to be better than me, than everybody else. But PLEASE think before you start shooting your mouth off about how well you think you did, think of what the listener will feel. And stop thinking that you are always right. I like you as a good friend, not a good show-off.
To make my day worse, two of my guppies died, one of them is my favourite one.
The only happy thing that happened to me today was that the pictures taken with the free handy-cam is surprisingly clear.
Blogspot suck. I'm thinking of changing to
Pitas.
ÆABOUT HER
Name: Unknown
Gender: ♀
Species: Singaporean
Native Country: Singapore
Horoscope: Pieces
Primary Studies: Radin Mas Primary School (1E'95 2A'96 3AA'97 4A'98 5C'99 6C'00)
Secondary Studies: Gan Eng Seng School (1E'01 2E'02 3H'03 4H'04)
Additional Studies: Singapore Polytechnic DAC (2005 - 2008)
Contacts:
Email
Has Fetish for: That Guy, Tea, Toy Cameras, Making Unsuccessful Desserts, Shoujo Mangas, Stuff which are ...Cute, etc
Seems to Detest: Show-offs, Back-stabbers, Hypocrites, Eating Desserts and Snacks, Reptiles, Balloons, Presentations, etc
ÆHER WISHES
。 45kg
。 Just be a simple human in this badly distorted world
。 Everyone to be happy
。 That time would stop when I was in Kindergarden
ÆHER WANTS
。 Going on a tour with him
ÆBLOG HOP?
。
Jingxiu
。
Kokteng
。
Shi Min
。
Yulin
。
Zhiwang
ÆHER FREQUENTED SITES
。
sgspree
。
_spreee
。
Spreehouse
。
PaperGirlsShop
。
Onemanga
。 Lazy to put