Friday, July 30, 2004
@ 11:02 PM
[ Mood | Sour ]
[ Song | Nightmare :: Mind Ocean ]
"Are you really looking at me? If you are, pretend that you are not."
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Sucks man.
No Nadir by Nightmare on WinMX and Soulseek. T-T
Totally sick.
Dir en grey makes good music, but horrible PVs.
Just watched their Obscure PV uncensored version. I know why it's censored.
Lots of blood and gore, naked stuff and ugh... *Shivers*
Photoshop downloaded. But how do I change the .img file to .exe?
Someone, anyone, save me. (Or rather, my computer)
No solid07 again today. *Shakes head*
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Long Mei crumpled a bit of my Sakito photo. T-T
Can I kill her?
She's such an irritating idiot.
I hate her face, hate her voice, hate the way she chew her food and hate the way she thinks.
Simply, I hate her.
But she's like a superglue + sticky tape + anything that's sticky.
And it's irritating.
And Sumi agrees with me. :)
My poor Sakito photo.. T-T
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Tomorrow full-U. T-T
It's going to be a hot/hard day.
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What the shit is this?!
Blogger is crapping on me, and unknowningly I had posted 100 of the today's post.
What the fark.
And I had to spend half an hour deleting the 99 posts.
And something is wrong with my template.
Downloaded MUCC.
They are.. O___O
One word.
Good.
The guitars totally rock my head off.
Luckily MUCC distracted me.. Otherwise I would have taken a hammer and smashed this intellectually-backwark computer of mine to scrape metal and throw it down the window.
Thursday, July 29, 2004
@ 7:41 PM
[ Mood | Miserable ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Tokyo Shounen ]
"This is not the first time I cried for you, but it will be the last."
And today, I shall end my chapter of you.
I will not turn back...
When someone's in love, they feel happy.
But it's not the case for me.
I feel like I'm sacrificing everything for you.
Time, money, studies...
...And feelings.
Now I know.
You might have taken me as a spare tyre.
For fun, for fresh experience.
I hate you.
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Phew.
Just came back from cross-country.
Feet's all sore and with blisters. T-T
The bus was all... Ew. [Use your imagination]
And an aunty hit me on the hip with her hangbag because she wants to get down. T-T
Home sweet home! :D
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
@ 5:28 PM
[ Mood | Tired of Life ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Jainism.... ]
Stupid connection.
I had typed out everything and clicked Publish Post but it has error.
I'm not going to type those out again.
Sleep.
All 5 days of Blitz downloaded. But Ultimate Circus Finale is still going s...l...o...w.
Ni~ya is so cute. ^-^ :D
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
@ 5:33 PM
[ Mood | Sleepy ]
[ Song | - ]
So tired.
Just got back. I think I've recieved some bad news. :(
Today Derek Tan gave us a surprise test. And guess what the topic is.
"Can we avoid the possible consequences of global warming? Discuss."
Yes it's the same topic we wrote for essay last week.
But now it's different. We have less time.
Then.. Slack slack slack.
Stupid assembly drag on until about 2. Don't know what cheer. I didn't eat lunch before I went there. T-T
Monday, July 26, 2004
@ 5:37 PM
[ Mood | Want to laugh until I die ]
[ Song | - ]
Bold the ones that apply to you.
01. I have a cell phone
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shop-a-holic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy.
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach!!!
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!!
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
x0 So sleepy now...
I don't want to do homework. T-T
Sunday, July 25, 2004
@ 2:32 PM
[ Mood | Impatient ]
[ Song | The sound of nature :D ]
"Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spread through the relationship before finally killing it."
How true.
If only there's an antidote for it.
Not only it kills the relationship, it also has other effects.
Like what I'm feeling now...
...
Blitz Day 1, Day 4 and Day 5 finished. But I'll only watch them after the Os.
Currently downloading Tokyo Shounen. It's taking too long.
Fear Tuesday and Wednesday to come. Geography... :(
Social studies homework unfinished. :(
AP resumes tomorrow. Have to stay back. Wonder if CCL will come for our AP or not.
Ultra-sound scanning on Tuesday. :(
Have AP on Wednesday. Have to stay back.
Cross-country on Thursday. Kill me on Wednesday. x__x
Choir on Friday and Saturday. I will contine to be dead from Wednesday to Saturday.
Basically I'll be busy for the whole afternoons of this week.
The only thing I can do now is to enjoy my apple tea.
Guat Hoon is being a bitch again, and it irritates me, a
lot.
Ying Jie always stands by her.
Lim/Lin sisters, not so close.
In class, what can I do? Ying Jie always talk to the people on her side. The only people I can talk to is Amanda, Wei Liang and surprise suprise, Xavier the spidey. xD
Thankfully, Christine too.
I know Amanda and Xavier are not the most welcomed people in the world. But they are nice. And I often laugh with them in class.
But I hope because of this I won't become people's irritant or seen as a slut.
Take for example my darling
friend Ying Jie.
She was calling me one day to borrow something but I didn't hear her as I was laughing at some stupid jokes over there.
And guess what she said.
She said I'm flirting.
And I took offence. Because the pot is calling the kettle black.
And because I know that I
NEVER flirt with guys or gals.
...
Survey
Type your name with your:
Nose: zyuki9-9ijh tbg
Elbow: asyhu9p0-ihjgt
Tongue: *Ew no*
chin: zxhik';[pin h
Feet: zxhkiplikng
Eyes closed and one finger: zgi[ing
Back of my hand: zhipi ng
Palm: znhi;ping
Mouse: zhipi9njg
Wrist: zxhjio[pnmgh
Saturday, July 24, 2004
@ 12:43 PM
[ Mood | Sleepy ]
[ Song | Moi dix Mois - Monophobia ]
LAME. Choir is soooo lame. -___-
I don't think we are sooooo good that we deserve to shout "3 cheers for choir". It was so embarrasssing that I almost wanted to bury a hole in the cememt ground with my bare hands and stick my head into it. And at the same time the Band were taking photograph downstairs and the camera guy was getting all worked up and told us to get the
hell out out there because we might get caught on flim with the band. And we were still there 'cheering'. -___-;;
When Mrs Tan praised us, she wanted to boost our confidence but they ended up thinking we were so good. I don't see other people prasing.
I don't wawnt to take part in speech day.
Thursday, July 22, 2004
@ 4:30 PM
[ Mood | Elated ]
[ Song | Moi dix Mois - Perish ]
Big big
BIG 'shou huo' today!!!
Downloaded Nocturnal Opera and Plastic Tree's Cut and now still downloading -Saku- PV.
As expected, Nocturnal Opera has a classical touch to it. The songs did not really go into my head yet.
Crazy day yesterday. Have to write the Geography essay which drained my brain cells to dryness. Plus the what racial harmony essay. Was really tired but slept at 10 plus.
Today. Nothing really special.
Fianlly learnt how to catch my brother's fish. Just make it exhausted then it'll have no more energy to jump. :D
Should I buy Fool's Mate August issue? Should I ???? :(
.....Edited at 9:48 PM.....
Finished downloading -Saku- PV and watched it. Again it's all about murder and death thing and Kyo acting scary. Somehow I think he looks good in this PV despite the thick, fishbone-like eyelashes. And I don't really remember seeing the rest of the band. O___O
That Miyavi girl MSN-ed me again. I can't really remember her nationality but I think she is from Europe or somewhere not Singapore. She seemed interested in my Ni~ya MSN display picture and so I gave her one of the site I got their pictures from. But she likes Sakito more. And I sent her my best Saikito pictures.. T-T And then boom, she's gone offline. O-o
Cooling days these few days, sleepy days these few days. Now my eyes feel really heavy, as if I had drawstrings around my eye area. Sleep time.... x0
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
@ 5:08 PM
[ Mood | Irritated ]
[ Song | Dir en grey - Saku ]
Kanna scolded by Derek Tan for not doing the website stuff. Now don't feel like going to school tomorrow to see his face. Must do essay question sommore
Monday, July 19, 2004
@ 6:07 PM
[ Mood | Surprised ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Esorakoto ]
"Today is the last day. Tomorrow I'll let you go..."
Oh my god oh my god. This would be a short one.
I think in future, I won't be blogging on Sundays unless I can come online.
Mini revamp, finally learnt how to cover up the ugly google banner at the top. I'm slow. :X Layout featuring Sakito from Nightmare aka Naitomea from Fool's Mate August issue. Pretty pictures of Nightmare. @_@ I want... I should Have bought it on that day. T-T Stupid me. *Kills self*
But I'll run out of money. $___$
*Mumbles*Juststealscans*Mumbles*
xD
Yeah yeah yeah Xavier won't be in school tomorrow. Muahahahaha! But... I might get called to answer questions! o0o
NOO!!!!
Whatever. :D
Think that Xiao Tian they all will wear pretty clothes tomorrow. So envious.. @_@
Oh my gosh! Amaths test tomorrow! I totally forgot!! And I have to pass up social studies essay tomorrow! But I forgot to bring the textbook home! Shit... T-T
Got back chemistry test from last Friday. I've got 20 out of 40.
OH MY GOD. I can't believe it. Must study harder. This would be the first wake-up call for me. I hope I'll "wake up". :(
Saturday, July 17, 2004
@ 1:48 PM
[ Mood | Broke ]
[ Song | F.I.R - Fly Away ]
I'm broke now. I'm left with about $80. I'm supposed to save more than that! Otherwise I can'it buy both Ultimate Circus and Nocturnal Opera! Noooo!!! o0o
After choir went Tiong to buy Elva's newest for Mr. Siew. <__< Although only about $20 but it's still money right. T-T Then see the cashier put in the spiderman don't know what paper in then began to think yesterday Xavier asked me to put his face on the spiderman's body. Hahahaha. So funny.
Hahahahahahaha.
Not bad right? xD
Shi Ting really cannot get along with Sumi. I really don't understand. It's like Shi Ting doesn't like what Sumi says or does. Then she starts to get fed up and gets irritated with her and starts losing her temper. When I see this I really don't know what to do. I mean both are my friends but I don't understand why she loathes her and if I help Shi Ting, Sumi will be like very lonely and if I help Sumi, Shi Ting will get pisser. I can only keep quiet.
Friday, July 16, 2004
@ 5:58 PM
[ Mood | Guilty ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Akane ]
*Sigh*
*Sigh* *Sigh* *Sigh*
I'm so sorry... :(
It's always easy to say sorry when you don't mean it. But if you mean it, it seems difficult to say it out.
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that I put your airplane. Hope that you're not angry with me.. :(
Hope.
So many choir rehersals coming. Have to go to school tomorrow. I was hoping that I'll get to sleep late tomorrow.
Hope.
*Sigh*
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
@ 4:25 PM
[ Mood | Bitching ]
[ Song | Vidoll - Ningyo ]
Stupid. Stupid. STUPID! I wanted to print the photos of ナイトメア but the stupid women at the photo studio shop were so damn rude. And guess what. Those women say what my disk is not formatted or what. What the ffff. They spoilt my mood for the day.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
@ 3:14 PM
[ Mood | Slienced ]
[ Song | Vidoll - Ningyo ]
So sleepy.
Actually not. I'm too bored.
Sucks man, Chemistry so
much homework. This Friday must pass up. And there will be a test too. Organic chemistry. Those were so
damn difficult chapters.
I believe I'll put on some weight. Just now ate a chocolate cheesecake. Weird though, the cake was sour. x_x But still have cheesy smell.
Today's the release of Dir en grey's new single, -Saku-. And I've downloaded it already. :D Bunko rocks.
Haven't listen to it yet. But in a few minutes time I'll be listening ot it.
-Few minutes later-
Machiavellism: This song reminds me of olden days streets somehow. x_x But nice song overall.
Saku: Lots of screaming at the beginning. A head-banging song. Nice chorus. But I don't like this song very much.
G.D.S.: This one is the beginning-of-concert song I think, 2003 Ugly Kingdom Concert, where the band members came out and stood on some stage thingy and the audience was scream that sounding-like-Kyo sound. But Syoku Kurenai?!?!? O0O How come? Don't tell me this is a Live track!
Kyo's voice range seems to be getting higher. x_X
OMG how could I forget to blog this?
A few days ago my fish jumped out of the water from the top of my fridge to the floor. Incredibly it's still alive, but 1/4 dead. Now it just swims at the top for a while and stops moving completely. Then it'll slowly flop to it's side and like it's dead but no it's not. You just have to put your finger in front of it and it'll move. Hahahaha. Some more funny things... After changing the water we'll put a fresh dead leaf in the water. The leaf would float, and the fish would swim to the top of the leaf and lie there, as if it was a bed. Hahahaha. xD Cute fishie.
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
@ 2:27 PM
[ Mood | Depressed ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Loopain ]
The sky seems to be portraying my feelings at this point of time; dark and ominous, threatening to rain anytime, threatening my tears to fall.
I was tempted, tempted to reveal my desire for you buried deep within me. I didn't, luckily, for I will once again break my own heart by giving it to you. I know my limits, I won't interfere.
Monday, July 12, 2004
@ 4:43 PM
[ Mood: Happy happy happy! ]
[ Song: Nightmare - HATE ]
Yes YES YES!!! I downloaded the whole of Ultimate Circus So happy!! xD
I love Soulseek.
Today passed by so quickly. Now I'm at home blogging this. And listening to Ultimate circus. Also found a scan website of those Japanese magazine like UV and ShoxX. Mana is getting more manly. xD
Never blog yesterday, because it's Sunday.
I love Nightmare!! :D
Hitsugi cute... Yomi cute... Ni~ya cut... Sakito cute... Ruka cute... :D:D:D:D
Saturday, July 10, 2004
@ 5:32 PM
[ Mood | Lazy ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Akane ]
I cannot believe this. Nobody would believe this. But it's the truth. My emaths homework vanished into thin air.
Everytime I put my unfinished homework on the stairs of my bed. Today, the 2 pieces of paper disappeared. My questions 1 to 9! I cannot believe it. I can't find it anywhere, in files, or anything!
I have to re-do it. And amaths suck.
Friday, July 09, 2004
@ 11:11 PM
[ Mood | Irritated ]
[ Song | Nightmare - Akane ]
"Now I think I'm on the verge of losing you, seeing both of you laughing so merrily together. I thought back and think I've never seen you like that with me before.
I think it's better to let you go..."
Today was shiet. I can't believe I'm so unlucky, got to sit with Xavier for the rest of the term. I was like, OMG are you so damn sure? I've had a feeling I have to sit at the front. I actually wanted to sit at the place he wanted to sit,
BUT SOMEBODY they all were like don't want me to sit there as they wanted to sit there. And that bst CCL added he can't sit there what eyes cannot see blah blah blah. The remaining seats the furthest was the other side at the second row, third row too, but
SOMEBODY ELSE already sat at the place as if it was hers already and I won't want to sit there too nobody to talk to me. So what choice do I have? I have to sit at the front near the teacher's table, where it is the only place I can sit near my friends other than the place Xavier had chosen. I was pretty pissed off already then, but I didn't show it. And guess what, Xavier just had to open his BIG FAT MOUTH and say "You are stupider than a pig, choose to sit there."
WHAT THE FCUK. DO I HAVE ANY CHOICE?? I HAD CONSIDERED ALL OF THE FACTORS BEFORE CHOOSING THAT DAMN FCUKING SEAT. WHAT THE FCUK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. YOU AIN'T MY MOTHER STOP SAYING I'M STUPID. I was already very VERY pissed but then when we were released he went to his GOOD FRIEND and repeated "SHE IS STUPIDER THAN A PIG". THAT'S IT. I HAD ENOUGH.
Luckily Shi Ting, Beng Choo and Sumi cheered me up as quickly as possible otherwise I would include that F-word in every sentence I said.
Choir was ok, luckily nothing really bad happened that might fuel my anger.
28 September. I'll remember Victor! xD
Thursday, July 08, 2004
@ 5:15 PM
[ Mood:
Cheeky ]
[ Song: Nightmare - Muzzle.Muzzle.Muzzle ]
Didn't blog yesterday. Gomen.
Yesterday afternoon was the O'Levels MT Oral. I was the last one to take the oral. The feeling of seeing those people of you in front of you going in one by one is horrible. I was so nervous but I didn't feel nervous. Weird right? Was coughing all the way before I went in. I was so nervous that I even noticed that my footsteps were too loud. The 2 examiners looked so fierce, 1 old man and 1 younger-type-of middle-aged women. When I read, my voice was shaking and it became softer and hoarser and I had to clear my throat very often. The newspaper one was really a killer. What foreigners can speak mandarin can even speak 'xiang sheng' and comment on that. I was like O0O and -_-. And I kept looking at the floor. I only spoke one or two sentences and the woman examiner prompted me already. It was really hard. The daily topic conversation was better. It was about should parents let their children do housework. After I finished talking I took a deep breath and the old man told me to relax hahaha. Maybe my voice was still shaking.
After Oral, Sumi, Ying Jie and me went Tiong. Then I walked with Ying Jie back home. She was telling me her 'problems-of-the-heart' and said what heartbreak heart pain. I don't know what to say as I have no experience in this kind of things. After I went home she was messaging me then she called me. We chatted and I told her what the guys might think of her like for example she always hit them, they might think she's too violent. Then suddenly in the night she messaged me and said she understood. (O_O)??
Went to see doctor again yesterday night, not only got cough but also got a bit of flu.
Today. Beh sick today, plus a lot of English teachers also took MC. So 3 free periods. Did math math math. Felt very drowsy and want to sleep because of the medicine. Finally Physics. CCL's laptop damn lag, if I was him I'll hit it already.
Still rainning when we were released. Went to HMV with Jovi he wanted to buy the Twins don't know what limited edition CD. I asked the cashier there to find Ultimate Circus he go and find Ultimate Circle. My English that bad? Cannot find. But if I got the catalog number maybe I can find. Jovi also cannot find his that CD but he don't want to ask. Finally asked then he said the guy like very buay song him liddat hahaha. Then he go top up his e-zlink card, the card kanna jammed in the machine, then the guy opening up the machine also buay song him liddat hahaha poor thing.
Found the catalog number.
CRCP-40048 or CRCP-40049 Hm.. Which one?
Why I went to HMV with him. He really very poor thing. Today is his birthday but like nobody wished him a happy birthday. I am so good. xD
Happy birthday! xD
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
@ 2:08 PM
[ Mood: Dead
]
[ Song: Nightmare - Believe ]
Sex appeal. lmao! Maybe. xD
Hey! I really will act crazy one.
Talent is discrimination? :x Maybe. Ying Jie says sometime I say her say until she very guilty.
Vast knowledge? Of what. :x
Perfer to act as security. Very true. :)
My industriousness. Whatever that means.
Overweening arrogance. No comments. :x
Not feeling better yet. Went to school whole day cough cough cough. Everybody around me also cough cough cough. I think I infected Guat Hoon because she also started coughing during Geography when she sat next to me. Sorry Guta. xD
Bully Ying Jie again today. She's very ...how to say... easily tricked into believing something else. I don't know what I'm talking. She always get very scared when she saw me whispering to Guat or Guat whispering to me as she thinks we are up to no good. Then we know this, so after we whispered we'll give her The Grin which make her even more terrified of us. She patted me on the back then I wanted to pat her back but a harder version. BUT I ended up bashing her back really really hard and she was screaming a little bit and she looked as like she had just finished vomiting.
Oops. I really didn't mean it. :x
Today was ok. I was expecting CCL to change our places today. But NO. But this outcome also expected one. CCL is like now very desperate for Best Class Award, got something to do with best class award he'll tell us.
Talking about CCL, he's really damn suay. The prize-giving thing is almost really, but itrained just before the announcements. Hahaha. Heavens' means.
Handed the 100 bucks to Jovi today. Sumiyanti says from afar it seems that I was handing protection money to him hahaha. Laughed like hell when I heard that. But also feel like I'm handing protection money also, I like kanna cornered by 2 chopsticks. || So today 100 bucks poorer. Must still got 100 bucks plus. But
must save more for
subtainable use. xD Chim eh?
Don't know why after eat lunch will get stomach pains one. Walk also cannot walk straight.
Must go do homework already. Kept repeating Believe and Mind Ocean.
<3<3<3
Monday, July 05, 2004
@ 4:34 PM
[ Mood: Apologetic
]
[ Song: Nightmare - Varuna ]
OMG OMG OMG! I can't believe I missed Pencil's message.
I'm so sorry!!! Gomen!! Miyanhei!! Dui bu qi!! T-T
I'm still sick. T-T
But still have to go school tomorrow. Homework's incomplete. Have to copy from other people. 3 DT's period. Tomorrow is not a good day. x_x
@ 10:56 AM
Mood: Murderous
Song: Dir en grey - -Zan-
I'm sick. *Cough* All Wong's fault. His germs were flying all around. Sore throat. *Gag* I have oral on Wednesday!
I donated $10 to some Indian thing yesterday. They were using the doorstep approach. When I told my mother, she was screaming her head off, saying that I'm stupid to do that. I was, what the hell, and got all angry. I mean, I saw those photos of those Indians from somewhere and find that they were pitiful. She said they might be cheaters. But then I think, even though they are really cheaters, they do it because they need the money, unless they are really greedy and corrupted. If they really need the money, I would also be helping the needy.
Whatever. I think my mother is a bit racist. :x
From this week onwards, I have to go for every choir practices, for the Speech Day. I still don't want to go, I've seen Speech Day with choir at my brother's school and I think it was really not adding some spices to the speech day anyway, it's adding boredom. I was almost falling asleep during their choir performance. And so I don't like the idea of having choir performance on Speech Day. But, it's not my decision anyway, I have to go to have the CCA points.
Tagboard removed a few days ago. It's not working very well.
Yes I'm fickle-minded. Picture and colour changes every once in a few days. Red is not my colour anyway. Too bright for my eyes. ><
Downloaded Nightmare's Believe and Nadir PV yesterday, and some clips, in .rm format. I wanted it to be in .mpeg or .mpg or .avi or anything that can be played by WMP so I downloaded some sort of .rm convertor but, sick, it has some sort of words across the whole clip and it's blocking everything.
OMG. All of them are so kawaii! ^-^ Especially Yomi and Hitsugi. ^-^ *Dances* :x
Yeah! Finish downloading their Varuna singles too.
Sunday, July 04, 2004
@ 12:47 PM
Mood: Dead
Song:
BLOOD - Sakura
Too tired and no time yesterday to blog. Don't feel like blogging in standard English.
Did not managed to find Ultimate Circus yesterday. Desperate, I had to request at Public Morning Musume Tracker Board. I just hope that someone would respond to my request.
Don't know why these few days I have no appetite, plus want to vomit and stomach pains. Eat also eat very slowly then don't feel like eating anymore. Just feel so sick of food, so tired to chewing and swallowing.
Went out with Pencil yesterday, that's why so tired. He's like I'm forcing him to come out to look at the sun. Saw Ying Jie so quickly run away haha. Don't know she saw me or not, I see her eyes like that O_O. Maybe not because she didn't message me, and also maybe I the clothes I'm wearing are too weird for me and she doesn't suspect it's me haha plus her eyesight poor somemore. Went Heeren collect Shadows Temple and cannot find Ultimate Circus so dissapointed. Nobody around I cannot order. Then went play arcade. Pencil want to bet with me Heeren got arcade 1:7 but I didn't accept his challange. But then he cannot find the arcade haha but I didn't bet. T-T. See him play KoF until want to sleep already. Then play the don't know what Slug game I die very fast keep falling into the water. Then play those touch screen machines. Got one guy play 5 games then he left, still got 5 credits in the machine. Earn dao le go play myself haha.
Go eat at Mac. I pay one. No appetite, so didn't order anything. Pencil forced me to eat the fries and purposely order upsize one. Biang, say I fat already still force me eat. -_-;; He only ordered one drink then I eat fries very thirsty. Forced to drank also. Poor me, force-fed the whole afternoon. T-T
Then go Bugis play LAN games. Also I pay one.
Forced to share one computer with him. Watched him play CS until want to sleep, kept getting killed hahaha, who ask him first one to chiong. Then let me play see I want to sleep le. Haha I killed 2 people at one go. Sia sway man he, so he snatched back hahaha don't want to lose face. Actually ty one the CT hide behind the wall still can see his head so I shoot. Then he went ATM press money to return me. Actually I didn't want take his money, because I still didn't know what he wants for his birthday.
Play play play. Late for work liao still don't want get on eariler bus. Damn him, keep pinching my fats and my cheek, so pain T-T.
Today so cold. *Shiver* I enqueue so many things only one got download, so slow somemore. Emath homework do until 10 something then don't know how to do already so give up le. Forgot still got what homework. Looks like going to rain soon. Today is my cousin's the one month thingy so my mother went to help then brother go grading so I alone at home now.
Blog so long le. Haiz.. Tomorrow then continue, no school. *Clicks Publish Post*
Friday, July 02, 2004
@ 4:38 PM
Mood: Frippy
Song: Nightmare - Believe
Friday Friday Friday!
Thursdays and Fridays are my most dreadful days, because there's SE on these 2 days. But now no more! I'm happy from Thursday onwards until Monday. :D
Rainy morning again [and again]. It should be warm at this time right? But why is it raining everyday?
Yeah! HMV people called yesterday.
My Shadows Temple is here!!
MINE! xD
I will be going to HMV tomorrow, to get Shadows Temple and look for Ultimate Circus. Hopefully HMV Singapore have. **Crosses fingers until all tangles**
And tomorrow is MT Listening Comprehension. Have to bring the IC and the prove-I-am-taking-this-exam paper.
Die. Pencil's birthday coming but I still haven't got his present. He never tell me what he wants. What am I going to buy? I have totally no idea.
How how how????
Thursday, July 01, 2004
@ 3:49 PM
Mood: Cheerful
Song: Nightmare - Mind Ocean
Another rainy morning. It has been raining for 3 mornings continuously.
Today was a good day. Wong is absent from school today. Sick I heard. So we have 4 periods free. But then CCL took the last free period away, so we have 1 extra period of physics
to waste time. Social Studies was good, at least Beh didn't call me.
Today NCC day, too bad it's rainning, cannot see the parade. And CCL's mini car competition prize-giving had been postponed for 3 days. Hahahaha. xD
Managed to download just one mp3 off Ultimate Circus. Starting to download the second one but brother had to return home at this time. *Grumbles*
No wonder so quiet today, handphone's battery is flat.
Gunbound is fixed today. Went to play with Jingxiu and other people. But don't know why today cannot concentrate on the game, caused us to lose once, and win twice fortunatly. But I had to go. If Jingxiu didn't hit me I'll still be alive for the third game and win some gold. T-T