☞ Frustrated
♪ 林俊杰 / 木乃伊


Sigh. So many things happen these few days.

I was supposed to go for the Nero's Dream camp last Saturday, which I did. Just to be nice, I would say it's alright. Went there. Had the ice-breakers games, being forfeited, think of group name (Nuclear. Argh), think of group cheers (which sucks literally, I could wait to hide my face when we said the cheers in front of everybody), dinner (had to greet the food IC etc etc before eating. And it was dried chicken rice, double argh, couldn't finish the rice), station games (hatred towards the station ICs time, one of them wanted me to hover over a guy! WTF.), then at 2300, supper time, which is cheng teng and sugary biscults.

And yada yada, time for ghost stories of SP. And it's time for the night walk. I didn't expect going into some blocks and getting scared by GPs is called 'nightwalk'. Ok fine, I'm not a scardy cat anyway. End of nightwalk, went to the 'bunks', where we could 'rest' until 0830. Then had mass games, watching others being forfeited and being forfeited, and it's time for the final event; dodge ball under the scaling sun. Lost, fine whatever. Time to go home after exchanging phone numbers, emails.

And that's when the tiring thing happens. I was expecting a good rest after the camp and this thing just has to happen.

Now, everyday, I hear the same thing being repeated and repeated and repeated AND REPEATED again and again and again. It's really getting on my nerves, even though I didn't mean to. I really need help. Because of this matter I'm losing my appetite, I even find chocolate nauseating.

I'm really tired, I didn't even go for the briefing of Pinceps and the other activity I'm supposed to go. I'm skipping both of them.

☞ Dir en grey / -Saku-
♪ Bothered

Camp's tomorrow. Oh, I can't wait. *Scarasm*

☞ Hungry
♪ None


I've quitted!!! Now I'm waiting for my miserable amount of pay. >:6

Your Birthdate: March 11

Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist. You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force. There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too. You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental. Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world. You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer.